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LETTERS FROM THE LIVING

Friday, May 23, 2008

Haha… Anyway I’ve been actively job hunting but the replies are few and far between. My ego certainly took a knock and I began to feel the pressure creeping up on me to get employed real quickly. Suffice to say, I’m disappointed, frustrated and a wee bit demoralized. Nevertheless, I thank God for His timely reminder, thru His Word and the people He put in my life (family and friends) to speak to me. Now, I find comfort in His promises and gotta train my own patience to wait upon Him for the right one (job I mean…)

I’ve been enjoying my time at home nonetheless, every bit of it. I dictate my own wake-up time, re-plan my gym schedule, playing with my baby nephew, overlooking the renovation works of my new home, do many things like listening to newly bought CDs, reading and watching my favourite movies and TV shows! It is, after all, my first and only official holidays! Just hope that it doesn’t go into extra time ya?

Rayzor’s Rock-amendation:
Hell yeah! Been brought back to my earlier uni years with this heavy emo song. Simply loved the lyrics and the headbanging vibe that follows!

Story Of The Year – Until The Day I Die

Laid to Rest at 12:17 AM;

Saturday, May 10, 2008

Thank God the NTU chapter of my life has closed. I’m done with my exams (two papers only!), my FYP report and presentation and celebrated my faculty’s grad nite!

For my exams, I wanna thank God for all the strength He provided me during the month of April to concentrate and recover from FYP for the two papers I had. It might be the least I had taken in my entire NTU career, but it was the toughest to focus. It was more of a curse than a blessing as I could not concentrate on studying and also felt pressured to perform since there is so little load. But in the end, I pulled thru and hopefully give God all the glory come June.

For my FYP presentation, it was another miraculous testimony. I was all prepared on Monday for my FYP and arrived half an hour earlier to psych myself. Lo and behold, I did not bring my laptop as I took for granted there would be one in the tutorial room. I then began my frantic laptop search and amazingly found a friend who I hardly know and managed to lend me the laptop! The nightmare doesn’t end there and more stuff ensued. My laptop cannot be connected to a power point as the plug did not fit, my laser pointer malfunctioned, and the examiner was waiting on me! Not to mentioned, I also lost my confidence, my train of thought and drenched in perspiration… By the awesome grace of God, I pulled thru and just hoped for the best.

Grad nite was quite an emo affair and this brought a closure, not a good one for some reasons, to my student life. Now I’m sending out resumes, going for a couple of interviews, arranging my new house renovations work, packing to prepare to move to my new house as well as doing a lot of things to relax like a real holiday!

Rayzor’s Rock-amendation:
This is a cover done by New Found Glory, one of my favourite pop-punk bands and they are doing a nice number made famous by Sixpence None The Richer (where r they now?!). Rock on!!!
New Found Glory – Kiss Me

Laid to Rest at 5:09 PM;